Disappontments and Lesson Learnt

Hello you!!!!

Before I go any further, I would like to thank you for stopping by blog. As you all know or if you don't know I run my own African Prints Clothing Line in Etsy Link here and would like to share my experience with you!!! Would like to be as open as I can so that someone else may benefit and learn from experience.

Is it bad to say that you are disappointed or even write a post saying you are disappointed?

Have I ever been disappointed with what I do in own business??? The answer is YES

There are some circumstances as a human being I feel disappointed.....  When being disappointed in my own business this does not mean I don't love what I do. I love what I do so much and I might quit my permanent job in future once my business is stable and running. 

You know when you sell products to people before it reaches to your customer there are so many things "behind the store"... at first I though it was easy but to to tell you the truth there is lot of time investing in each product you make. And the minute you mess up with your time management is going to be hectic and disappointing

But what do I do when I feel disappointed... this is real confession now "I might take 2 - 3 days off, not touching any thing related to my own business". It's not that I quite but I take step back thinking on how to improve things that makes me feel disappointed. I came to realize when I get back to work again I start with new energy and happy again.

I don't know if other people get disappointing in there own business or its only me.... May be someone reading this post runs their own business, please let me know if in someway you felt disappointed

Please feel free to drop me your comments on this and will highly be appreciated 

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Disappontments and Lesson Learnt

What I become after losing a beloved one

I wrote this post some days back.... it was just in the draft and today is the best day to post as I am marking two years since the lost of my beloved one!!!

I know everyone has their own experience after losing  their beloved one and as we struggle to recover from such hard time in life so many things may happen in between, most of behavior may arise some of them are not under our own control but it’s just because we are in transition of letting go

My experience was not an easy after the lost of my fiancé, if you read my blog you would have read my post HERE, I wrote this post dedicating everything towards myself and the current situation I had at that time. I would not like to talk much about that post rather today I would like to let it out on the behaviors that I know I generate after the lost….. These are just some that I can easily identify myself I don’t know those behaviors that I can’t see them.... Here they are

I become jealous out of nothing; I can’t help it but feel jealous out of nothing at all!!!  I feel like my fellows have more than I and I think if that person was around I could be in a position of having it or you could be the same as them. I would also feel jealous if I see coupes around and I would like to see yourself in that position too

I become insecure; yes its true “insecure” If I stay in group of people I would feel like I am the only one who is missing something or I am the only one has lost someone close at that time. I could be insecure of avoiding some discussions too

This is too bad but it is true, I would like to talk about my lost!!!  I could finish an hour or two discussing about that. I don’t know why may be because it is a relief when I talk about that

I compare, I try to compare what I had and what I current have……. I may put a comparison table even to a new relationship because that was not something that I expected to lose at that time then you feel like they still exist. **** Though I don't have a right to compare people because everyone comes in life with there own blessings****

I was in movement Struggle finding replacement, sometimes I would feel like there is something missing and to cover the gap is the only solution, so I would try to find and engage myself in new activities for the satisfaction

I struggled and I am still struggling with this lose, But I thank God for the improvements I have so far.... That's it for today

Please don't hesitate to share with me some of your experience

Thank you for stopping by

Cheers

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What I become after losing a beloved one

Best Song I See Myself In

Hello People ........ Happy New Week!!!

I am excited because today is my last day to work and I will have 3 weeks off, I think this is the reason I keep this job because I get 3 weeks off after 6 weeks of work!!!!

Okay from my inspiration dairy today,  I thought of sharing about my worktrack song and why I love Dolly Patron. I know you would like to know a bit about a person behind this blog and here we are

I do listen to country music…..YES I DO and I LOVE…. Though I don’t know many of country songs and singers but I love Kenny Rogers and Dolly Patron. Dolly is one of my favorite country singer of all times and 

I love her more because when I listen to one of her songs I see myself in her. 

Dolly Patron has inspired me so much by her song “Coat of Many Colors” and I made it to be my worktrack song and my inspiration song too

Though my story is not the same as of Dolly's but……. My mama loves sewing and back to those days I remember my mama would sew some school uniforms and schoolbags for!!! When I remember about that now, I know this meant a lot her and wishing me good luck and happiness.

Sometimes, when I work and need some inspiration to continue working I switch on “Coat of many Colors”. I am telling you I can listen to this song again and again until I get to finish what I do ……. This song also made me believe that sometimes we are not born rich but we have to work hard to sustain our lives and you may have no money but you are so rich "In your own coat of many colors"

  

Of course I am listening to this “Coat of Many Colors” now while writing

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That’s it for today…. Thank you for stopping by

Have you ever been inspired by any song and you see yourself in it?

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turning point to beautiful life

Hello there,

Its already November!!! it was just last week when I posted last and it was October. Anyway October was a blessing month and lets start November with all the love that we have.

Was not able to post on Monday because I didn't have much to say for my shop and I thought why not sharing little about life inspiration. I would call it have some time to recall and the turning point

Thinking, if I take pictures of anything at the time I am happy, I would definitely love the pictures, will make me smile, happy and would like to see them again and again

But have you thought of looking at the same pictures at the time of sadness??? For me, I would not like to look at them, may be because they will make me feel more sad or may be I am scarred to look at them because I would realize I am not happy




For how long will this go, I want my smile back, I want my beautiful life back
Where is my turning point to the happiness? May be will be after some days,  1 year or 2 or 3.....




In reality, how will the sadness end if we can't find our turning point? Where is it now?
Our turning points are just now..... take some time to recall and memorize events but at this time give it a smile every time we recall because we are giving happiness in sadness and if we find happiness during the sadness then we found our turning point to the beautiful life again. And believe it, there is GOD to help us find our turning points to the beautiful life!!!




What about you have you ever been sad??? how where you able to regain your happiness again?

Just this for today and hope we get our turning point to beautiful life again!!!

Thank you


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turning point to beautiful life